The Girl Who Knew Too Much
Just me, a glass of wine and my neurotic ideas marked by compulsive thinkingFriday, April 18, 2003
Im sitting here and trying to reunite myself with how i really feel. After six days of no sleep and the emotional rollercoaster i have endured these last days i don't know why i don't seem more tired, burnt out. Instead i feel bad for indulging myself in a short rest and am eager to return to work. Psycho? I think.
So one of my teammates plagerized their section. Before i go off on the anger and betrayal i felt by this, i can't believe it wasn't me who caught it. If we had handed our plan the way it was i would be in risk of being expelled. Now, the question is what to do? Here i am really divided. i wrote a kick ass plan--and i dont want it to be tainted in the teachers mind whlie reading it...or for them to frown upon myt eam because we had a stinker. Anyways its almost over.
I really can't do this blog thing right now. im just too blank.
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
Well the reason i have not written in awhile is because i have just endured the most strenuous personal test i have ever laid upon on myself. for five days i did not sleep, barely ate, and dedicated every minute to editing and writing a 100 page business plan. it is at copy cop now and i am so proud. i really am. i have come so far this year.
i had so much to say and now i am finding no word to express myself. maybe its just because the act of typing is very painful for me right now given my activities of the last few days.
courtenay--hang in there girl...lemme know if you want to do anything today so you can get away though i know that is about as likely as pigs flying out of my ass.
