The Girl Who Knew Too Much
Just me, a glass of wine and my neurotic ideas marked by compulsive thinkingSaturday, May 03, 2003
its ass early in the morning and i am headed off to NYC. Feeling pretty good but still have yet to have that relaxing night where i get good sleep. something tells me i dont really need it though. i got fucking wasted the other night after CORE and woke up passed out on my hardwood floor with no recollection of how i got there. LOL it was great. i dont know if this is unwise but i really dont feel like packing for nyc so im not. lol. ok, im on crack this morning.
Monday, April 28, 2003
I am so unhappy right now. I slept like shit and had a horrible day yesterday spent with my team attempting to prepare a presentation. I am so done with this project and i cannot, cannot do this anymore. i do not want to be working on this presentation, i don't want to ever see jon's face again. i hate him. i sound like im ten but im done. im fucking done with this shit.
Sunday, April 27, 2003
Although i still don't know quite how to relax (I monitor my day by the hour and everything is a rush to get done so i can move on to the next budgeted activity--i never used to be like this!??!) I had a wonderful day yesterday and am loving my new found "free time" Unfortunately, i still have a presentation to give and a team meeting to go to in T-minus half an hour. Sad but true, i will probably miss the fuckers though. I really did luck out with my team, i always do. So yesterday was a perfect day--it had included in it everything a day should have: shopping, working out, home DVD rental, movie with a friend, dancing at a club, dinner at a restuarant. Jesus, perfect. I even talked to my roommate--BY CHOICE! Maybe i am not the crazy hermit i sometimes think i am. I was going to wear shorts today but im still not sure im comfortable enough with the inner leg fat to brave them. At least not without a tan and a day hot enough to warrent them. What the hell is going on in Boston this weekend? Its like MAD busy.
