The Girl Who Knew Too Much
Just me, a glass of wine and my neurotic ideas marked by compulsive thinkingTuesday, February 03, 2004
Its been a long time since i have found the time to write in here but i figure its about time my blog got some loving. after all, i have been doing a lot of living. lately i have become encased in the world of Hawthorne. It's time to get out and indulge myself into C++ programming. I am way too behind in school and im starting to get burnt. Im also not doing so well in the grade department. i just find strategy and policy to be the most formulaic, borring class. I have yet to get dickshit out of it. anyway, about my life. I am still rehabbing my hair--though i wore it down today and didn't feel self conscious for the first time in a long while. i had vivid nightmares last night that i was bald. it was truly horrible--my scalp was purple and scabbed. i think im really happy. i could use some sleep but all in all, i feel really good. my whole perspective on life has changed, im just not indulging myself so much in anger and anxiety. its so important to do what you need to do in order to stay happy and full of faith in the greater world. Ok, pray for my hair everyone. its time to wrok. i mean work. :)
