The Girl Who Knew Too Much
Just me, a glass of wine and my neurotic ideas marked by compulsive thinkingMonday, May 10, 2004
He didn't call me. He won't call me. What's wrong with me??? I feel like such a loser. I'm drowning my pain in chocolate and feeling horrible about myself. Why not??? I thought he liked me...I thought this one was different. Clearly I was wrong. Dead wrong. I'm doomed to be alone. No one will ever care for me again. I'm a fucking loser. I fucked this one up..i should have stayed at his place, i shouldnt have asked three times if i would see him again...i shouldnt have seemed so desperate. I fucking suck.
