The Girl Who Knew Too Much
Just me, a glass of wine and my neurotic ideas marked by compulsive thinkingWednesday, August 18, 2004
Its going to be OK. So Zack (im not mentioning the name) opened me up. That doesn't mean I have to close up now. Courtenay and I just talked on the phone and it was like she turned teh switch back "on" He wasn't the only one I had fun around. I had fun around everyone because I wasn't afraid of anything. I am NOT an introvert. There's really no rocket science to it. I keep trying to convince myself that i CAN be one and you know what? I lose all my friends. I become unhappy and ALONE. FUCK THAT. Dude, I wanna GO OUT....I'm ready to kick loose, I've had a little hermit time and its time to get back out there dude. Ann, Call your Mom. You miss her. Its OK to miss people...it's OK to need them. They need you too. Dammit, get it straight--THEY NEED YOU TOO. And they won't need you if you stop needing them. That sounds simple but its so true.
Monday, August 16, 2004
from this point forward the name Zack will never be mentioned. I am dismissed as a "great girl" who should "move on" So I'm moving on
